This is so much better. I liked oil paintings but it took too long to load. I hath written a poem about it even. That is why this is the page of writings. I am soon launching a blog or two and podcast. Some podcast material has already been recorded.

Twice as nice

I chill with Ice

I long to be touched

to feel the rush

of a page that is loud

without an oil painting background

that takes long to load

suckaz

hey guys, I'm trying out for the show ROCK STAR. I think I have a good chance. what song? i don't. (449 views)

I don't know how it works. I watched one episode. and I was like "this is pretty lame. It needs me and then it would probably pretty damn good television"
alas, first rounds are coming to Lafayette, IN where I will test my frontman skills and put myself to the limit. I'm not sure what I'll sing. I have a few ideas.
I also don't know for what band this. I was trying to think of bands without singers. Alice In Chains? doubtful. I'm crossing my fingers that it is Warzone.
I'm hoping this will propel me into the future that a lot of you have imagined for me. This is a future of grace, style, beautiful vocal skills, and a private jet. On off days, I'm hoping to take one million dollars and give it to the African Union. to help them out, from what I hear on NPR, that place is a mess.
I'm also, thinking of pursuing my dream as a writer. Actually, the real dream I have is of being a writer who can fly over farms and I have to fight this massive guy but everytime I punch him as hard as I can it's like my blow isn't felt. Maybe this is a metaphor for my life and what I really might need is a detour for my life.
I wish I could fly, but I will work out after work to ensure that my blows are felt and well felt.
I also think maybe I should go into politics because I have no skeletons in my closet (aside from some posts). I don't drink or anything and I never have. no cocaine, no marriage to corrupt. I also don't know how often people who work in mailrooms get elected to public office. This could work in my favor or very well against it. I don't know.
I think I would also start a podcast to accompany my website. I can't update my site really from work so it's in ruins so much. I think that Speer would approve.
This is not to say I don't have great things in my life and I do definitely have that but for some reason I will often feel disconnected. I'm looking for a connection. I'm looking for a world of access to help build these connections when what I really need to do is just sit down and draw a picture. After work, after working out and eating a fine dinner, I will draw a picture. That picture will then present itself in this thread.
Be well, do good work, and tgifu,
ALexander Matthew Lesher (T!)